Lightning bolt skies
Thunder percussion when your hips thrust into mine
Fear and pleasure has since filled my mind
I wish I gave it all away to you
I wish you weren’t so distant too
I wish I could read your mind
I wish it wasn’t constantly on mine
My fingers explored the different textures of your hair, curly, coils, where my finger glided through, it isn’t fair
How I traced the landscape of your body strong, skin soft, kissing all of your scars
That level of intimacy, the pleasure I know in my heart, I have no right to feel.
The taste of you has yet to drift from my lips
And the image of you, can’t seem to escape me
The bass of the music drowns out all the words I wanted to say, and all that remained was foolish nervousness and a girl in dismay
I got lost in time, it’s now midday
Oh I wonder, what would have been your response, if I said what it was I really wanted to say, asked you to stay?
The reality is, that you didn’t stay and you don’t respond when I ask, if you’re okay
And I shouldn’t expect you to give more than you’re willing to, for those reasons are yours and yours alone.
All I know is that I want to occupy that space again.
I want to get lost in it, I want to feel you all around. I want my world to be turned upside down.
Somewhere deep in your lion’s den, where I can take all of you, every particle, every piece and feel you bring light into me.